恩雨之聲 -- 爸爸回家吃飯了 Skip to 1:50 since the first bit is just advertisement etc. (Mandarin Translated [I don't like the voices...], I have the canto one with the real voices if people want to see it. But since they replay this now and then in Cantonese on TV, you can see there too. Just ask me if u want the canto version on a CD)
This was around 5 or 6 years ago. Don't remember too clearly. 每次看的時候，真的好感動。。。淚也溜下來。 I remember growing up in some of these trouble times... home wasn't always the most pleasant place. We all adapted to it and thank Goodness a family friend began bringing us to church, or I don't know what kind of a family we would be =( And for those that haven't seen my home, almost all of this was filmed at home that my daddy built from scratch. But too bad the reconstructed area isnt in the video, cause that place looks so good! One of the doggies are in this video too! <3 Mochi hehe 我相信上帝會永永遠遠把我的家人放在神的翅膀。感謝神！
If you're lucky, you'll spot the baby photos here and there... T_T
And honestly speaking, I think Mommy and Daddy are so pretty and good looking for their age =) Please agree... say you agree!!
After listening to some of these melodie (is that what they're called? haha), I will say it again even though I've said it in like 5 other posts in the past 7 years.... that I missed my chance in music =( I wish I got to finish ARCT and learnt the Violin!
Everybody's sick
One of my friends that I always sit with in in class thinks he has swine flu... cause he was with someone that also had swine flu. At the same time, kD is depressed from family matters going on back in his home country. Another friend just got out of quarentine from Swine Flu too! But... I'm still standing and feeling physically strong =)
Thank you God ^^
Thats the good part! But the bad part is that internally I feel like I am being pulled part in 2. And my friends just pick fun of me about it haha which I dont mind cause it makes me laugh about it.
Hands always in my pockets, neck always tucked under my jacket, head down always looking out for puddles and ice; winter has come.
And I am reminded of certain people that have forever marked my winters with memories and snow angels. sL/aY: Igloo building =P sH: Scarves Downtown! hM: Sledding iL/gY: Snowboarding as Terrorists Kingdom Fungi: Snowball Fight in yard cL: Blood Donation
Help me add to the Collection of memories ^^
I just wanted to say that I really appreciate those people that don't always feel happy, but continuely spread a contagious smile no matter what. Your efforts to be happy around other people make a difference =) I hope you also have people you can share your sad times with though.
I can't wait to see the W.I.N.T.E.R. fashion !! I love to go to school or walk around public areas during winter time to check out how people can stay warm and be fashionable at the same time.
Can't wait for the next episode~
I just want to curl up in my blanket with my heatable matress on for the next hour and daydream.
Bible Verse of the Post "The Lord your God is with you. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love." -- Zephaniah 3:17
Verse of the weekend "I am convinced that neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God" -- Romans 8:38-39
I slept very nicely last night. In fact... I actually dreamt about what has been bothering me lately. The good news though is that in my mind everything worked out perfectly and we continued on in our lives.
I will never forgive myself for what I am about to do and I don't know if I can ever do it.
I will pray for you and try my best to make the right decisions... I promise
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Edit: 2nd day in a row now. Except this time the dream was "normal". Time to go to Church. Lord cleanse my heart. Edit: 3rd day in a row --> Same thing. Means a lot to me, but I gotta wait =S
In my life... I've... Been in any type of close relationship with about 20 friends. Been to probably about 15 states (Including Hawaii) and 4 different countries Threw a surprise party Been apart of an HK Dance group and performed all around Vancouver Lead a Bible Study and worship Kept a Secret Hugged a guy Hugged a girl Kissed my Mommy (and the guys still think I'm lieing when I say I haven't kissed another girl before) Wrote a note that took me 5 hours to write and color Had a swearing problem before Self taught myself a musical instrument Cheated on a test haha (definately not proud of this) Been nearly 200 lbs before Stepped on Glass Been molested by a stranger (a girl...) Stepped on a Rusty Nail Watched many dramas Picked up a girls number intentionally (!!) Donated Blood (4 times!) Used more than 4 different lotions at once (Not including Chaptstick!) Ran my own business Brought people to Christ Cried over people Decided to make my own bbt and not buy it (saved Hundreds of dollars, not kidding) Had a near death experience in a vehicle Given a rose to 1 person other than my family =P Forgivin people for extremely hurtful actions Made strawberries dipped in chocolate Said "I love you" and meant it
But I've never... bungee jumped saved up over 20,000 before gotten straight A's =( had a surprise party thrown for me before cheated on a girlfriend said "I love you" when I actually didn't hated so much that I literally stopped all contact with someone punched someone watched a sunset with a special person at the top of a hill before ate icecream while driving had a dream come true (Maybe cause my dreams are rediculously fantastical haha) sold my dignity and respect to peer pressure gave away vita soy before (not an entire drink atleast haha) finished ARCT ate fattening foods and cried myself to sleep
Things don't always go as planned. But its still Ok
!! I love to go to school or walk around public areas during winter time to check out how people can stay warm and be fashionable at the same time. 
